it was raining continuously yesterday.rain always reminds me my childhood.when i was in my school, i used to pack my raincoat in my schoolbag, and paddle my ladybird in the rains. that was the golden era of my life.still now it rains, but i cant act like that now. after all i am a grown up girl now.

testerday i was visiting sangita's blog site which is made in rediff. but there was no post at all. this girl will never change.she cant write or talk much about herself. she feels it silly to write about oneself in the net."what is its benefits?" she asks me.she is like that. in her office too, she speaks cery less. that doesn't mean she can't talk. when we sit together (me and she),we spend hours just gossiping.

yesterday she was enjoying the rain with coffee, pakodas, and a detective novel (written by satyajit ray), suddenly i went to her room and asked her to get out of her room. "lets go to the terrace," i said, "it will be great." but she was sangita. "no,the rain water causes allergy. sit here naa." how boring.

then she started to tell me astory. it was about angels. tell me guys, do you believe in angels? i dont. but the she told me was nice.

next time i'll tell you that story.

i have one more news for you guys. 

sangita has finally published the site i wqs talking about.

in my blog page, you can find it in my favourite links.

she has written so many things about pet dogs there. victor, you can visit the site once.

there are some pics too. but they are from net, so they seem to be common to you.

don't forget to tell me you liked the site or not. do tell me if you don't like me, and also tell me what you would like to see there.sangita needs to know what people are thinking about the site.right now she is thinking to create one more site. guess about what? chocolates and ice-creams. the two things we like most. i think the site would be yummy. what do you think?

this one is for jennie, vineeta. thanx for your comments.

personally i never carry my past with me. i like to live in my present (and sangita taught me that). but while writing my first ever blog post, the first person came to my mind was tajmul, the guy i was really crazy about.

sangita always suggests me to forget him, but i don't want to do that. he's a part of my sweet memeries, and memeries are the most beqautiful place where you can get at once, nothing can stop you going there. my memories make my day beautiful.

anyways, be with me in the coming days, i have a lot of things to share. 

have you ever noticed the dialogues of our bollywood movies?

sometimes they are stupid, sometimes they are ridiculous, and sometimes they are mind blowing. i can remember a lot of dialogues that made me laugh, cry, and think about them. also there are some lines which were made to just entertain the viewers. eg- "chal dhanno-o-o, bassanti ki izzat ka sawal hai " (sholay).did you feel anything hearing this line? 

one more line is-"bade bade dasho mein aisi chhoti chhoti baatein hoti raheti hai." (ddlj) oh this line reminds me of the beautiful landscapes of EUROPE (some day i'll visit this continent,this is my dream). but i like one more dialogue from this film which was noy much popular, but it says the truth. "aadatein agar waqt mein badli na jayein to woh zaroortein ban jaati hain." really i have a lot of zaroorats like this.

ther is a dialogue i have been heard since my childhood."jaani, jinke khudke ghar sheeshein se bani ho woh dusron ke ghar patthar nahi phekte." nice dialogue. can any bady say which film is it from?

the most simple but excellent line (according to me) is- "kuch kuch hota hai… tum nahi samjhoge." (kkhh) this line really makes "kuch kuch" happen in my heart (i have a soft spot fot karan johar) .

well there are some more lines from "mughal-e-azam", like-"jahapana, mera dil koi apka hindustan nahi…." so complicated yaar. and that one-" aapke pair bahut haseen hai, inhe zameen par mat rakhiye…"(paakiza), how romantic.meena kumari must have bought hundreds of slippers and sandals after creation of this line.

"bahot yarana lagta hai" yeah, back to sholay. this single movie has given us a lot of memorable lines. who can forget the line explaining what suicide is? " angrez log jab marte hai to usey suicide kahtein hain." but "yeh angrez log marte kyon hain?" no idea."yeh haat mujhe de de thakur" as if a little boy is asking for 'alpenliebe' to his big bro. "bassanti, in kutto ki samne mat nachna", "nahi main nachungi, yeh log bahut taaliyan detein hain." oops its my addition."rehne walein shaher ki ho, par akalmand ho." waise i dont speak too much but you can ask me who said this. but please don't say " tumhara naam kya hai bassanti?" that cqan make me & her angry.

"taarif karoo kya uski, jisne tumhe banaya."

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sangita has made a site for herself, me and our loving jinie. don't know jinie
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jinie is our pet dog, but we refer her as our sis. she came to our house when she was only five days old. now she's a lady of three years. at a time when my mom was so upset,and had no interest about life, jinie stepped to her and changed her totally.jinie is so special to us, because she brought our sweet, charmimng,lovely ,mom back to us.

sangita has nat uploaded any photograph there,also she wants to make some good changes there.so i cannot give you the address right now, but i will give it to you very soon.i wish you guys to visit the site once.

see you tomorrow. BYE FOR NOW.

he was my class-mate. not really, he was my batgh-mate. we used to attend th same private tutors, and you can guess, i had a crush for him.

he used to smile a lot. he was so sweet. he was good in his studies. he used to speak a lot. sometimes our teachers used to get irritated, but every time he used to say something, i used to fall for him.

after studying almost three years together, i changed my town. after that i never met him. that was march,2003.

sometimes i try to think about what he's doing now, how he looks now,does he remember me or not, etc.but then when sangita tells me that he may not remember me, so its better to forget him; i really feel upset.sangita is quite practical gal, she explains me that someday we may see each other once again,if destiny takes us to that way.

he was just my teenage crush, but you know what he was very special to me.

my boss pays me for surfing the net. no guys,its not a joke.thats what i do in my office all through the day, he knows that well but says nothing. actually i finish all my works in just two or three hours, that too very accurately(i'm so smart you know), so he can say nothing to me about the rest of the day.

btw,as a boss he is too good to be honest.

i was looking for a part time job when i got it. it was not a part time job. but i liked it a lot.

now after a month and a half, i think that my decision was right.

my parents, friends , all of them supported me a lot. i must say , i'm very lucky that i've got such supporting people around me.

have i told you about sangita?

she's my best friend. we share every little thing, and every warm moment. her story is just similar to mine. our dads have been had transferring jobs, so that both of us had to change our towns, schools,colleges after one or two years. both of us have grown up apart, without much friends, having invisible sheilds around us. thats why we became very close friends.

having good friends is a matter of luck .

 this is my first day in this sweet world.while roaming in the net aimlessly, i found the link to this site. the rest you can guess.

i hope i'll have a nice time here,(or should i say,sweet time) as i have read some interesting bloggs here. i think peple blogging in this site are quite interesting,and charming.